does anyone actually read this?
if you do, you should probably comment or something,
just so i know someone is reading this.
or don't if you don't want to,
i guess i ultimately don't care,
it's just something i wonder about.

it's kinda like when you're singing while you're driving or something and you keep looking in your rear view to see if anyone is laughing at you.
then you try to see if the person in front of you is looking in their rear view to see what you're doing.
all the while making sure to be less emotional while singing at things like stop lights and turns where people could see you more easily.

it's a security sort of thing i'd imagine.
you don't need to know and it probably won't stop you from continuing with what you're up to,
but it's just nicer to know who can see you looking like a fool,
even if just so that you two have that sort of joke between you,
it's just nicer to know.

you don't even need to know the person.
if someone is reading my blog who i don't know,
then so be it,
but it'd just be nice to hear from you sometimes.
let me know what you think about me,
share in my jokes,
i'm not looking for anything specific,
just a smile.
i'd even take a frown,
hell, in some cases it's probably more appropriate and what i need the most.
either way it doesn't matter,
just let me know you're there,
let me know that someone has taken the time to read even just one of these stupid blogs,
i'd like that...