maybe i'm done with this on here,
i don't know.
we'll have to see if i end up lingering over,
bored, in between class times this semester.
i will keep writing for always,
but i just don't feel like putting it out there anymore,
or here rather.
i'm tired of the computer.
it's time to cut the shit, i think.
the internet is so full of people now;
every time i come on to do anything i'm just reminded of how lonely life can be.
i feel like i'm at an awkward, clicky party and i only kinda know a few people from contrasting circles,
like my ride wants to stay,
but i'd really rather get the fuck home and go to bed.
i'm happy everyone else is happy with this great internet party,
and to be perfectly honest, it's pretty neat stuff,
i would just rather not do it anymore.
i'm sure i'll pop in on occasion,
but i'm definitely through trying to get in touch with the world through this shitty fucking screen.
i don't need this garbage or these people.
in about a year and a half i graduate, without debt,
my car will be paid off,
and i will be at zero.
i may never be heard from again, after that...

stay gold, don't get caught up in the hustle,
and love lots, but only if you really mean it.