school went really slow today.
i'm not sure exactly why it seemed so slow.
nothing out of the ordinary happened,
but nothing too crazy ever happens so thats no excuse.

i kinda got to questioning myself a bit today.
i don't exactly know why,
but as i was sitting through each of my classes,
fighting to stay awake,
i couldn't help but think that maybe i picked the wrong career choice.

that girl who i was kinda into at the beginning of the semester hasn't shown up for a while,
like 3 classes or so in both message design and systems and theories.
shes either sick or switched majors and dropped the courses.
if she dropped the courses that would suck because i liked talking to her,
it gave me something to do.

there's this kid eddy that seems pretty cool in my systems and theories class.
i can't tell whether he thinks i'm annoying or not.
i keep thinking how cool it would be if i got to know him well enough to call him "heavy e."
that'd be funny.

i like my speech class.
i sit between ben and dan,
so there's always someone to talk to.
plus, the class is pretty alright anyway;
i like speaking and stuff.

sociology is ehh.
i really dig my voice lessons though.
dr.ness is a really great teacher for me;
i learn a lot from her.

i've been working out.
it's fun.
you don't realize how out of shape you are until you start trying to do things that you used to and it just doesn't work.
i go three times a week.
i might go more,
but that would be considerably out of my way so we'll see.

my notice is in at work.
my last day is the 23rd, i think.
i'm stoked.
fuck my job.
i'll need to get a new one.
i'm still gonna look for night shift,
just not 7 nights a week.
more like 4 or 5 would be great.
working at night is fun.
people who work night jobs are all realy hardworking and interesting people.
they're fun to meet and know.

ehhh, my life is pretty boring.
all that nonsense, none of it is very interesting.
but then again, i suppose that's life.
i'd say i'm going through the motions,
but i think a lot of the ways i go about things are pretty original.
so maybe i'm going through motions,
not THE motions, just motions.

oh, how i wish i could break the cycle...