"pardon me,
while i burst into flames.
i've had enough of the world,
and it's peoples mindless games..."

it was kinda an outburst.
well, less of an outburst,
more of a "this is the first response that popped into my head, so this is what i'm saying."
no, it's not fair.
i'm sorry.

memories can be forgotten with time,
scars, especially the deep ones, force you to remember,
forever.
i'm not trying to make you feel guilty,
or have it seem as though i was hurt anymore than you were,
i never was,
i just want you to understand where i'm coming from.

do you see it?
do you like it?
do you want some more?
no, didn't think so.
don't feel bad,
most people don't even get so deep.

and upon confirmation,
this marks the millionth occasion in which someone else just did it better.
i'm over it.
i'm tired of it.
i'm putting it to bed.

"pardon me,
while i burn to rise above the flames.
pardon me, pardon me,
i'll never be the same..."