it has recently been brought to my attention that people have auras.
i think i already knew this, but never really thought about it in depth till now.
it's also been brought to my attention that people tend to acknowledge that i for whatever reason have a "good" aura,
of course the only people who i've really talked to about it are people that already liked me, at least for the most part, so i suppose my studies are inconclusive.

i just like thinking about the idea of having an aura,
some sort of color or feeling that one exudes to affect everything around them.
i understand good and bad auras, as it's been put to me,
but i'd rather not think of auras as good or bad;
auras are just auras.
i think all auras are good and bad,
it's just a matter of seeing them in a way that can be understood most intentionally.

i know some people with really fantastic auras,
and these aren't necessarily all of my best friends or even people i enjoy hanging out with,
just people that have incredible auras,
really, it's hard to describe.
for example,
i know some people who i would describe as having a blue or sad aura,
which by social standards seems pretty traditional, as far as auras go,
but i know other people who i would say have a more smooth aura,
not necessarily a color or feeling, but just a resounding flow that they send out in waves to all things around them.
it's hard to describe,
frankly, i don't think any description could really do the concept justice,
but if one pays attention to things while they're happening,
and then ponders them on their own time,
auras are a truly beautiful idea.

i wish i could see my own aura,
then perhaps i could describe it in my own terms and understand myself just that much more.
to be aware and understanding of auras has unofficially become a goal of mine.
i want to feel for and understand everybody,
and i want everybody to feel for and understand me.

i like classical music, it's official.
i wonder if by my end there will be anything i don't like...