i'm hungry.
i can't wait to be done with work so that i can get back to some sort of normal sleeping schedule,
and subsequent regulated eating schedule.
right now, i'm just tired of it, or am i?
maybe it's not my job, it's something else?
maybe i just am kinda messed up in the head?
i've been tired for so long though,
we'll see what happens i guess.

yea, so emotional ties to people and things suck.
if i haven't plainly stated it before, i'll do so right now:
they suck.
i keep wanting to just forget things or the way that i felt or still feel about different people,
but i can't.
and life again proves that nothing is easy and scars are forever.

i like tht phrase,
"nothing is easy and scars are forever."
maybe i'll turn it into a song.
nick is kinda right about my 'tonyisms' after all.
i suppose i do have some phrase for everything.
why? i don't know.
it could be my perpetuation to set things straight,
sayings and anecdotes do have a way of doing that.
they solve problems i think,
and lend to interesting terms of expression.

i don't know, i guess i can dig it.
my language is individual if nothing else.
i would've said original, but i don't think that's necessarily true.
i take bits and pieces as i go.
the footnotes for my dialouge would be ridiculous.
so do i plagurize my words or is it just unconscious borrowing?
i don't know, but it's definately something that is interesting to ponder...