i'm beginning to understand the method to my madness,
but now i'm worried i can't handle the applause.
well,
not so much the applause,
that's just what popped into my head,
so i had to write it right now.
i'm kind of a clown.
i don't do awkward very well,
or maybe i do it perfectly well and that's why i'm a clown?
i don't know but i'll tell you one thing:
i had a ball the other night.
could it have been better?
possibly, but if i based my life around "coulds,"
i'd miss all the great stuff that actually happens.
though, "coulds" are nice to think about sometimes,
as in goals or opportunities that won't be passed up in the future.
i do like those "coulds"...