tonight is one of the few times where i have something to say,
but i'd rather not say it on here.
plans really.
i always try not to plan whenever possible because i think life is more exciting that way,
but i think i could have some big plans in the near future and i don't need anybody to know just yet.
maybe not.
this could just be one of those ideas that ends up amounting to squat,
but i've been thinking about it for a little while now and haven't lost interest,
so what's to say i won't actually follow through with my ideas for once?

it's weird to think about the crucial choices we make,
you know, the ones that really affect a considerable portion of your life and the lives of others.
it's weird to think that it comes down to a simple choice on things,
like life is just a drive-thru with a huge fucking display of choices and we just choose.
it's really makes a lot of sense too because we can't choose whats on the menu,
but we do get to choose what we'll have to eat;
that's life.

i don't know,
just another one of my goofy metaphors.
it doesn't really mean anything.
i'm going to bed.

"it's all fun and games until somebody sticks somebody else in the eye with a hot poker..."