routine makes me wanna puke.
i need something new so bad right now.
this week has been so structured.
i know, i usually just chill and essentially do the same thing with my friends almost everyday, this is true.
it's just different somehow.
there's always some kinda trek or event taking place,
there's always that chance of excitement,
and when there isn't,
there's comfort;
the type of comfort that one can only get when they are with a group of people that have chosen to share each other's company.
no one forces us to spend time together.
there are no blood ties; we're not obligated.
i love my family, don't get me wrong,
but it's just different with friends;
there's always something new to do or learn with friends.
that's all i want right now, my friends.
i think i'm hangin' with marc and mary tonight.
that should be fun, i've missed them.
it's been a long week without them...