"i need to sleep, why won't you let me?"

blegh,
i should be sleping right now,
but i decided that i needed to blog,
so here i am,
typing away again without purpose.

i went on an exciting adventure today.
back and forth and all over town,
got my hair cut,
went to a metal show,
drank tons of vitamin water,
watched most of the matrix,
and almost finished a giant cookie from yesterday.
i'd say tonight was a success.

today was the first day that i skipped a class this semester.
there was no way that i was waking up for 8:45 when i didn't even get home and settled till almost 7:45;
it just wasn't happening.

my hair is much shorter.
marc, marc's mom, and john waugh think it looks good,
my sister thinks it looks gay.
i had a moment in the car talking to marc about how that's common in the house i grew up in, the brutally honest criticisms.
people think that i can be critical of others sometimes,
and admittably i can be,
but if there was a reason for it,
that would be why.
i grew up in a house of strong reality and fierce judgement.
don't get me wrong,
i have a very loving and awesome family,
but we are all definately held to some high standards,
higher than many.
it's made me a better person and a more self-conscious person at the same time.

whatever,
i'm just happy for a little more change.
there has been a lot of that floatin' around here lately.
i kinda dig it.
change is in the air,
word up...